Not to be pessimistic but...frankly...I wanna quit. Everything. I mean, not really but the combination of this ridiculous schedule I have right now is just that...ridiculous. No way...no how will this ever work. There have been many tears, MUCH stress, an almost heart attack and some more tears this week. But...it will be okay. The fact that I'm in my apartment on a friday night...the first friday night back in Boston? Not a good sign. I mean...I'm not the only one...a LOT of my friends from school are too...so at least I have that going for me.
This was my week...since nobody really reads this...I don't feel bad for being negative in this post.
Monday: Got back. Jumped my car. Shoveled over a foot of snow off car. Cried some because I was scared to start everything. Jordan left. (thank you for all of your help...seriously)
Tuesday: 9am-1pm First morning at my internship--good! Liked it...a little nervous but I was comfortable.
1pm-2pm--drove to get gas on my way to babysit.
2pm-5pm-- babysat some really cute kids.
5m-7pm visited some other cute babies that I missed.
Wednesday: 11am-4:10pm--babysat
4:10-5:00pm--drove home...got on the train...rode downtown for class.
6pm-9:30pm--class...good, not too scary.
9:55pm-bedtime--worry.
Thursday: 9am-1pm--internship
1:35pm-4:30pm--babysat
4:30pm-5:30pm--drove home, got onto the train to downtown
5:30--met to get an internship sheet signed (this took 1 minute...for a 30 minute commute)
5:45-6:30m---work out
7pm-bedtime---stress, worry
Friday: 8am-9am--get up, train to downtown.
9:30-3:30pm....THE CLASS FROM H-E-DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS
It will be awesome but it is a reporting class that will require at LEAST 15 hours of interviewing/writing/studying the Brighton community etc....
That said...I am postponing babysitting...for now at least. Considering NONE of this factored in any homework becauwse it was my FIRST week....it is actually and positively an impossible schedule for me to have. I have nights free...so if I get things done during the daytime hours (the next three weeks wil be the most intense) I can take up babysitting at night...just not this very moment. This is sad...really sad...and awful. But...I will work it out....this semester is going to be the worst...and I know that already...so...I just need to do it and get over it.
2 comments:
ohhh borg! i'm sorry it has been such a stressful week for you! sounds like postponing babysitting could be a good idea for now. i know you'll get everything worked out just fine this semester :) you'll be great!!!
love youuuuuu!
just think morg....get through this semester, get published, and get a job writing about the CATALINA Wine Mixer!!
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